"Years ago, I left you
Kolkata and came away:
no, not to another city
nor another home. "----- Pritish Nandy
Kolkata is a city which always evokes memories of my childhood visits. I did not grow up in the city but returned to it to complete my studies and start my working life.
Like Pritish Nandy's the relationship with the city was always intense. The initial visits on school holidays started with the cavernous Howrah railway station and negotiating one's way through hawkers, passengers, beggars and destitute pavement dwellers to the bus terminus. Repulsion was the overwhelming emotion mixed with wide eyed wonder for the boy from a small industrial town.
#2: View of Howrah Station from the riverHowrah station subway in the 1970s/80s was a distressing sight for a child. A powerful stench of urine, thin scavenging dogs, destitutes lying in their own waste with flies buzzing hit my senses like a powerful bull dozer. However as I stepped out into the sunlight and boarded the then extant red double decker buses repulsion gradually gave way to wonder. The bus crossed the magnificent Howrah bridge and plunged into the melee of Posta and Burrabazar with its hand pulled carts and porters balancing huge loads. After crossing the business district with the lake and the food stalls the bus would pick up speed and go past the green Maidan eventually arriving at our destination -a leafy green suburb on the south western outskirts. I would end up repeating this trip over the years during school holidays. Over time the city started to work its strange charm. The crumbling buildings with its green damp infested walls, corner tea shops, white clad traffic police, the yellow taxis all blend into the experience of Kolkata. Later I would take in the different facets of city life - the college street bookshops, the packed buses and trams, political processions, the latest Hollywood blockbusters in Globe, New Empire and Lighthouse, Tibetan food, classical concerts in Rabindra Sadan and glorious cuisine that ranged from Indochinese street food to Anglo-Indian gourmet food served only in the colonial era clubs.
Then somewhere in the early 2000s I left the city for work but returned every year to visit my parents my in laws and my friends
Over the last two decades of my absence in the city the pervasive human misery that so repulsed me as a child has receded. So has the hidden ponds and lakes, coconut and betelnut groves. The city has emerged beyond its faded colonial ruins and crumbling buildings but encased itself in more concrete. There are more high-rises, swanky shopping malls, a well planned new town and comfortable commuting with the ubiquitous Ola and Uber taxi services. The continuing brain drain of young people seeking aspirational careers have left the city to their pensioner parents.
This time (Oct 2021) I had gone back after nearly two years due to Covid lockdowns and travel bans. May be due to the gap more than ever my heart pined for the Calcutta of my childhood- the old colonial era buildings and their neglected, unpainted exposed brick surfaces. Also the hidden colonial houses and gardens you didn't know even existed, the smell of rotting leather in china town, the street life and the street food all beckoning me to a different more laid back and simple world.
This writeup is essentially a photo journey where I have stepped through my own nostalgia for the city. These are a set of random photos which I have tried to structure to outline some of the key themes of Kolkata city life ranging from street food, local barbers, rickshaws to old dilapidated buildings and rain.
Its no wonder then that I started my trip by indulging in memories of the city's street food.
#14: Birds after rain
#15: Two lost souls in a rainy central Kolkata evening
As a friend reminded me on seeing the caption to this photo that all those wander are not lost and another suggested two souls encased in a concrete jungle. This photo of a rainy evening in a central Kolkata street evokes a sense of alienation and deep longing
The rain always reminds me of a poem from one of my favourite Bengali poet-Shakti Chattopadhyay. His poems resonate with me especially as Kolkata holds a special place of affection with him
"Rain on Kolkata's chest
(কলকাতার বুক পেতে বৃষ্টি)- Shakti Chattopadhyay
(translated from the original Bengali by Nandini Gupta)
Unasked, the rain arrives, the drops beating on tin sheds,
Like furious horse hooves, strewing roads with flowers.
Liquid streams down garbage mounds; a different Kalijhora this,
Flowing not amid bungalows but Kolkata’s hideous homes.
The rain arrives, flooding lanes, washing away
Tales, bedclothes, fish-scales, peels, the torpor
Of middle class homes, careless politics, ballot papers, dry bits of wood,
All that. Rain and rain-drenched picnics are necessary;
To Kolkata, and also to the dead grass.
Birthing rooms this way, Nimtala ashes that,
Life, death, and other trifles scatter in the rain.
Kapas cotton unfailingly lies down between satin covers.
The rain goes to bed a little late, on Kolkata’s chest."
9 comments:
Yes, Kolkata is and was rightly so as demonstrated by you. It's a city of joy where joys and woes are woven fine. Great to see that you have seen Kollolini Tilottoma not only through your camera lense but also through your aesthetic eye. Very nicely narrated story of Kolkata in deed. God bless you and our Kolkata.
Thanks Amit for your generous comments
It's a write up that I can relate to as most of the images are from the area I
grew up in Kolkata
Outstanding depiction of the Kolkata magic, its vibrant life truly reflected in sweet cherishable moments, the pulse captured in its dynamism and the emotions attached to its livelihood.....
Reminds me of the famous line "Kolikata choliachhe norite norite".
Great work Kaushik.....proud of you.
A very honest depiction of Kolkata Achhe Kolkatae...The best way to experience Kolkata is to take leisure walks on the streets, alleys, pavements, attempting different modes of transport in the blue buses, age old trams, Pili Taxis and of course through the sea of people moving around busily... the acid stench of sweat all around as you climb a bus, fishy smell of Ek Thole Machh ( a bag of fish ) just as you enter the fish market, the smell of LIFEBUOY while you pass the local boy taking bath at the spurting tap near the street corner, the sounds and smells of creaky doors, street corner adda (banter)and noisy Puja Pandals and the kitchens. All these and many more childhood memories came like a flashlight as I read your story. That awestruck feeling of the small boy landing in the Howrah station is such a familiar feeling.Thanks for such a lucid narration of our Kolkata and bringing back such memories…
Thanks Avik
Thank you Kankana for such a eloquent response and generous comments. All of the things that you say definitely constitute the Kolkata experience. One needs to immerse oneself into tye city’s street life to really feel the vibes.
Thanks Avik
Lovely writing and grand photos of the great city. Kudos to you. Next time do include some snippets on the maidan/Eden and some of the celebrated chaiwalas and fuchkawalas
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